If I'm Being Honest
If I’m being honest, anxiety knocks on my door everyday Some days are easy to ignore but other days, I get caught up in its fray Often times in my mind, excessive worry & feelings of dread have a room to stay Sometimes I wonder, will I ever cast it away? If I’m being honest, I think I hide my social anxiety pretty well But when I open up my mouth, the fear tells me it’s not well Self-consciousness & embarrassment take the driver’s seat All I fear is humiliation and signs of defeat But everyday I pray for God to move with great feats If I’m being honest, depression knocked on my door last year Oh gosh, why did I feel like hope was not near? Will I ever be able to count my tears? Gym-no, work-I have to/dragging, eat-emotionally, socialize-I guess so, but the struggle was real Oh try to dwell on positive things they say but I say it’s time to get real If I’m being honest, I had to search for something bigger than myself They sa...